lao sai ah...

sigh... my stomach bu zheng qi again... have been LSing since morning... kaoz... Alan ok leh... wat did i do ah??

suddenly remembered the first time i was seriously sick at Huiru's woodlands place... diarrhoea and vomit... remembered how he took care of me... had an almost sleepless nite together wif me... but i wasn't there to take care of him most of the times when he was ill... sigh... then again... he would always hide the fact that he's sick from me... guess i have to start to care for others and learn to show it...

i will be a better person after this... :)